So today i went to see Dr. Morris for my 30 week check up, well tomorrow i will be at my 30 week mark. Last time i went to the Dr. she told me that he was measuring big he was 27 cm and was
supposed to be only 25. So she said next time if he grows
alot more we might have to
change the due date. i was thinking.. please be sooner :) My
stomach is so tight i feel like i cant grow anymore, he moves so much now, its not the little butterfly flicker anymore, its his arms and legs pushing and kicking all hours of the night. so she told me everything is perfect, and his growing
measurement's are perfect for 30 weeks as well. So the due date is still June 19
Th.
Sometimes i think i complain way to much about the tightness, backaches and the tossing and turning all hours of the night. i take it for granted, then after i complain to someone i think about how its all well worth it.
I'm going to have a beautiful gift for the rest of my life, i will have my little one, someone to make me love more, laugh more and even cry more, and to think about how luck i am... its all worth it.
I feel like i already know him so well,
every time i eat he dances around in my belly, he gets his self so worked up he then gets the hiccups. Silly Ryder, they are getting strong too! sometimes my whole body twitches because of them. they last as long as ten minutes. He gets them when i go to bed too! i just hold my belly and smile, sometimes i try to rock my belly so he knows i have him in my hands to and everything is okay. i
don't really put music up to my belly i think it would scare him, so i just sing, so he can hear my voice. silly songs like, twinkle twinkle little star. its easy to sing.
lol.I
can see him move from side to side, its like a wave in my belly.
Every time i tell Josh to come look he stops. Or i can put my hand on my belly and he'll move then i tell josh to come over, he's kicking... and then he'll put his hand on and he stops moving. Its so weird, like he can tell my touch from anyone
elses.
So now i will be going to see my Dr. every 2 weeks instead of every month. Im so excited i cant wait for my little man to be here. i love him soooo much.